Well, I have hit it. Rock Bottom. I guess I always thought I had hit it before but today is definitely it! After an amazing weekend at my cousins wedding, I stupidly decided to weigh myself yesterday (not a good idea-PMS/Weekend of Eating). And that number for one, shocked the shit out of me...and two killed me. I know it is the maximum and probably not even accurate because hey, when you PMS and have a wedding WEEEKEND, you are going to gain weight! But I woke up this morning feeling crappy, and I ended up calling my mom at work and cried. I have a doctors appointment this Friday, and I am SO nervous about it. I feel pretty good, besides the weight, so I am just praying that everything is ok.
I am going to the gym today after an appointment and will be doing 45 minutes of cardio. I have to do it! I got to schedule last night for my classes, and ended up lucking out and getting into a Zumba class. I do not know much about it, but I know that people rave about it, and have had tremendous success with it. So here is to hoping I have luck too.
It sucks because I just feel stuck. I dont know what to eat for breakfast, lunch or dinner because hey, it isn't working with what I am doing now!!!! Anyways, just wanted to mostly vent on here, but to show that there is a rock bottom. My mom said, "Rock bottom is hard and it hurts, but you will see, this is a good thing."
LETS DO THIS.
Monday, October 25, 2010
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I know that "rock bottom" feeling all to well. I have been trying to get more exercise myself. The vet was looking at me when she said my dog needs to get more activity, she ment me too. i am with ya:)
ReplyDeleteYeah, it sucks bb, but oh well. All I can do is work on myself to me out of this rut. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow, he knows I dont want to know my weight but I am getting blood work done too, and I am SO nervous :( Im thinking the worse...Lets do this :) I ran a mile yesterday outside (that hurt) and walked the mile back. ahhh.
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